i guess i finally found out what makes me stay this long with him

well 5 years are long enough rite?

it just.. oh God he's so unpredictable

i mean.. the minute that i think i probably can define him, then i was wrong..

this day i can be so happy then several hours later i cry

or.. i can be very mad at him, and even make wanna break up with him, but then i'll end up laugh with him, and love him even more

it's so hard to define..

and don't like my ex, which i was surely sure that he (my ex) loved me

with him, i just.. can't define

he doesn't say he love me often

but sometimes , i know he do

then again, sometime i just think that may be he doesn't

but again, in my darkest thought, in my worst day

i somehow know..

that he is the one that i want to talk to

yea..

he is the one